The Energy Did Not Disappear
At 10 o’clock the night after Andrei passed, while sitting down reading e-mails, I yelled out Andrei for no apparent reason. Half an hour later I went to get a glass of water from the kitchen and the light in the living room was on. This is the room where Andrei had spent most of the time while visiting our house several months earlier. It was quite unusual because no one had been in that room for two days.
I was very cold at that moment. Again the only thought in my head at that instant was Andrei.
I was very cold.
Since then, this has occurred on several occasions. Light randomly turning on in a room far removed from the rest of the house that we hardly ever use. Every time I think, Andrei is visiting.
My electrician who installed the light less than a year ago assures me that there is nothing wrong with the circuit or the fixture.
I truly believe that even though Andrei’s body no longer has the energy, that the energy did not disappear.
For what I may be getting to share of his immense energy, I am grateful and honored.
October 2nd, 2008 at 9:48 am
Dearest Kourosh,
Since the first time I read your sharing in the card you sent me, I still get deep, deep shivers throughout my body whenever I am with your experience of Andrei and the lights coming on. My mind, heart and soul are engaged. So many metaphors! So much that Andrei envisioned along with you and Ardeshir for your medical center! Now that he is physically gone, I can’t help but think that he is relying on all of us to be activists in the area of prescription medications and the abuse thereof.
Thank you SO much for sharing your experience with the world. And thank you for all your patients and the entire field of medicine for the values you live in your practice.
with much love, appreciation and gratitude,
Marcelle